Post by Myrrha on Mar 31, 2004 11:51:36 GMT -5
*smile*
I sort of like my "animal charisma".....its the other talent I have trouble with. I will not sit here and say I am psychic, I don't think I am, but I do think I am "sensative" to certain things,... animals for one,....but I can also "feel" the soul of a place, or particular personable Items.
I love exploring old houses, and old buildings, theres an old spa near my mothers home, used to be a hit of a health sanitarium but then fate-time changed its course, now it sits like a gloomy castle nestled in the hills, hidden amongst the grwoth of trees and time. Upone entering this building 4-5yrs ago I was immediately swamped with a sensation of isolation, loneliness, in most the small cells/rooms. However, in parts of this building, there was an echo of laughter/joy....the sensation was much like when one attends a family gathering, or is among friends, and is have a wonderful, relaxing, playful day....
In my explorations, often illegal I stumbled upon a house or two that when I was inside, standing quietly, in the dark of the halls, waves of sorrow, or great sadness permiated me....a pressing, as if I were severly depressed for what ever reason...it was scary. To be happy one instant and then feel as if the world could care less the next....
It happens with objects too,...If I touch an item that is charged with emotion I can feel/along with sense that emotion. Where I work a picture came through, a young girl 18 or there abouts...the moment my fingers touched the picture I felt like crying, felt as if I lost something of such value that I feared the pain would never go away.... Turns out the image in my hands was an image of a girl who had lost her life back in 2001, and the image was being sent to my place of work so that a comemorative could be designed...
When "sensation" sweeps over me at such a degree its hard to keep my own emotion in check, and to recall that its not me that feels that way... *shrugs* Oh well enough about me....
tell me more about this book....have you started it yet?
[glow=purple,2,300]Myrrha
'Eternal Searcher of Souls,..'[/glow]
I sort of like my "animal charisma".....its the other talent I have trouble with. I will not sit here and say I am psychic, I don't think I am, but I do think I am "sensative" to certain things,... animals for one,....but I can also "feel" the soul of a place, or particular personable Items.
I love exploring old houses, and old buildings, theres an old spa near my mothers home, used to be a hit of a health sanitarium but then fate-time changed its course, now it sits like a gloomy castle nestled in the hills, hidden amongst the grwoth of trees and time. Upone entering this building 4-5yrs ago I was immediately swamped with a sensation of isolation, loneliness, in most the small cells/rooms. However, in parts of this building, there was an echo of laughter/joy....the sensation was much like when one attends a family gathering, or is among friends, and is have a wonderful, relaxing, playful day....
In my explorations, often illegal I stumbled upon a house or two that when I was inside, standing quietly, in the dark of the halls, waves of sorrow, or great sadness permiated me....a pressing, as if I were severly depressed for what ever reason...it was scary. To be happy one instant and then feel as if the world could care less the next....
It happens with objects too,...If I touch an item that is charged with emotion I can feel/along with sense that emotion. Where I work a picture came through, a young girl 18 or there abouts...the moment my fingers touched the picture I felt like crying, felt as if I lost something of such value that I feared the pain would never go away.... Turns out the image in my hands was an image of a girl who had lost her life back in 2001, and the image was being sent to my place of work so that a comemorative could be designed...
When "sensation" sweeps over me at such a degree its hard to keep my own emotion in check, and to recall that its not me that feels that way... *shrugs* Oh well enough about me....
tell me more about this book....have you started it yet?
[glow=purple,2,300]Myrrha
'Eternal Searcher of Souls,..'[/glow]