Post by Myrrha on Jun 15, 2006 23:37:53 GMT -5
*PLEASE NOTE: this journal is for fun/amusement and not to be taken serious - or to be revelled as a work of Christine Feehan. Some of the names will be familiar and are copyrighted by Christine Feehan - and I have her permission to utilize them so long as credit has been forementioned. Other characters introduced are of my own design. None of the scenerios related to CF's characters are actual scenerios she has devised - they too are of my own design... I hope you enjoy this unique look into the private lives, and thoughts of carpathian men*
Krieger – South Western Ridge, Carpathia – April 23, 1398…
I have just come from a hunt – one I would have rather not had to participate in. Another brother has fallen to the darkness; and there is another notch, etched, into my forever blackening soul. I have taken shelter this night in the depths of the Carpathian Mountains, her earth welcomes me, even though I sit above the rich soil - I am tired.
The wounds, which Xander’s poisonous claws inflicted, are swelling, and on fire – I have not had time to force the toxin from my veins; my strength is waning. The blood loss I have endured, devastating.
I need to feed.
I need to sleep.
But if I do not write these thoughts down – or these things I have learned this night, they will not be around for the next generation after I am gone.
If there is a next generation
Many of the ancients are turning.
Xander – one of many mentors which I have studied beneath, would have been thirteen hundred and twenty-three years old come this winter – but he succumbed. With the older ones turning it leaves us younger lot to hunt them – and most, are not as lucky as I was this night.
I too hear the whispering – it is a siren’s call to indulge in the forbidden. “Drink of them deeply and I promise you will feel”…. the words are never spoken, but that is what I know they sing.
Rocondurri village was this vampire’s haven – he stalked the peasants ruthlessly, raping, and brutalizing most of the young villagers. If I could feel fear, I am sure I would be frightened at the fact; his lair was but a few hundred leagues from our Prince - Vladimir.
His son - Mikhail has been hunting with the Dark One – Gregori. Guarding well his Mother & Father.
If not for this knowledge, I would have long ago deserted my search and traveled immediately to the prince’s side. There are rumors our prince is weakening, that he does not sleep the sleep of our people, because he dreams of horrible things – or so the undead one claimed. I know enough not to listen to his lies – but the fledglings – they know little, and though I would hate to admit it I have seen this, evident in several young vampires I have slain.
Younger than even I.
They embrace the dark stain that spreads like a pestilence across our souls.
So young – so few.
I fear for this ever-changing world – if vampires get a foothold; then there is no telling what will happen.
My thoughts have wandered – my vision a mixing haze of grey-black.
The foul one claimed, that there is the possibility, that a great evil has awakened – and it is this that I am trying to write down, incase I do not make it through the night.
I would have denounced the vampire’s claim – but I saw in the flicker of his eyes the truth behind his words. There was something in his voice that trembled – I am not saying that the vampire was afraid, for they cannot feel anything – let alone fear.
Yet there was knowledge in his words, knowledge that did not sound false.
If the gods of man will hear my prayers, I would pray that those words and what they mean is proven false – I do not doubt my brothers – I cannot doubt. But I think that in this world of black & white anything may be possible….
Krieger – South Western Ridge, Carpathia – April 23, 1398…
I have just come from a hunt – one I would have rather not had to participate in. Another brother has fallen to the darkness; and there is another notch, etched, into my forever blackening soul. I have taken shelter this night in the depths of the Carpathian Mountains, her earth welcomes me, even though I sit above the rich soil - I am tired.
The wounds, which Xander’s poisonous claws inflicted, are swelling, and on fire – I have not had time to force the toxin from my veins; my strength is waning. The blood loss I have endured, devastating.
I need to feed.
I need to sleep.
But if I do not write these thoughts down – or these things I have learned this night, they will not be around for the next generation after I am gone.
If there is a next generation
Many of the ancients are turning.
Xander – one of many mentors which I have studied beneath, would have been thirteen hundred and twenty-three years old come this winter – but he succumbed. With the older ones turning it leaves us younger lot to hunt them – and most, are not as lucky as I was this night.
I too hear the whispering – it is a siren’s call to indulge in the forbidden. “Drink of them deeply and I promise you will feel”…. the words are never spoken, but that is what I know they sing.
Rocondurri village was this vampire’s haven – he stalked the peasants ruthlessly, raping, and brutalizing most of the young villagers. If I could feel fear, I am sure I would be frightened at the fact; his lair was but a few hundred leagues from our Prince - Vladimir.
His son - Mikhail has been hunting with the Dark One – Gregori. Guarding well his Mother & Father.
If not for this knowledge, I would have long ago deserted my search and traveled immediately to the prince’s side. There are rumors our prince is weakening, that he does not sleep the sleep of our people, because he dreams of horrible things – or so the undead one claimed. I know enough not to listen to his lies – but the fledglings – they know little, and though I would hate to admit it I have seen this, evident in several young vampires I have slain.
Younger than even I.
They embrace the dark stain that spreads like a pestilence across our souls.
So young – so few.
I fear for this ever-changing world – if vampires get a foothold; then there is no telling what will happen.
My thoughts have wandered – my vision a mixing haze of grey-black.
The foul one claimed, that there is the possibility, that a great evil has awakened – and it is this that I am trying to write down, incase I do not make it through the night.
I would have denounced the vampire’s claim – but I saw in the flicker of his eyes the truth behind his words. There was something in his voice that trembled – I am not saying that the vampire was afraid, for they cannot feel anything – let alone fear.
Yet there was knowledge in his words, knowledge that did not sound false.
If the gods of man will hear my prayers, I would pray that those words and what they mean is proven false – I do not doubt my brothers – I cannot doubt. But I think that in this world of black & white anything may be possible….